frustrated

why me?
why not you?
hold up rewind it,
let me reassign it,
let the beat bind it,
break it down, refine it.
why- when i'm walking to the store,
the rain it starts to poor,
nevermind the bore,
but really,
why- when i'm talkin to a guy,
i get caught in a lie,
the things he wanna try,
they make me wanna cry,
why- when i wanna get an education,
i lack the motivation,
cause i ain't got the bacon,
people of the street what i'm sayin,
why- when i want to get a job,
i'm put out like a slob,
left feeling like a knob,
forcin me to trick and rob,
why- when i really wanna smile,
i'm left at the aisle,
mascara runnin wild,
he leavin in denile,
cheatin lyin beatin all the while.
 
why does it seem,
its always happening to me,
the things you see on the big screen,
the epic fall from fame,
down the walk of shame,
and when i try to go on,
people yellin and they yawn,
tell me i got my stories all wrong,
why- why must you lie-
you cheat and you cry,
you make me wanna die-
why?
cuz you be,
stressin me,
incessantly,
when i can only be,
the best of my ability,
workin hard at what i got,
dodgin all your shots,
almost, maybe, well u know i forgot,
about. me.

Can't Bee Queen

don't stand so close to me,

don't be the air I breathe,
because not before too long,
i will surely flee,
don't make an even field,
to play games with me,
i'm not ready for love,
i just want to be free,
i like going through the motions,
but then I'll turn a cheek,
cause letting you in, is admitting i'm A FreAk,
don't want you on my arm,
don't want you every night,
just when it's late, cold, no lights,
i am not trying to play your strings,
but i am not too keen,
on swaying my mystique,
i live among the spiders,
the cobwebs of my closet,
the hurts of my heart,
I try to give you everything,
but keep it all the same,
i want to make you feel good,
but i end up feeling lame,
because i know your happy,
and lying is my mistake.